I wrote this at midnight last night to get thoughts out of my head with no intention of posting it. But it seems like now it's more relevant than ever, would love for advice or theories. Please. I'm desperate.
What is my purpose in life?
Why am I employed where I am? Is that where I see my future career?
What are my goals for this year? For five years? For 10?
Why do I find relationships difficult yet they last substantial amounts of time? Am I just persistent? Stubborn? Ignorant? Naive?
Because my relationship is difficult, does that mean it's not worth it? [...]