I'm so weak right now. If he called I would go running. I hate myself for it. It hurts so much, the pain is incredible. Everything reminds me of him. I feel like I have no stories that aren't about him, or involve him in some way. I just want to feel his arms around … Read more
This song sums up how I have been feeling in the last day or so. To update you, C and I had an argument which ended the relationship for good. I will probably spend time writing my feelings down in the next few days while I let it sink in, but for now this song … Read more
I wrote this at midnight last night to get thoughts out of my head with no intention of posting it. But it seems like now it's more relevant than ever, would love for advice or theories. Please. I'm desperate. What is my purpose in life? Why am I employed where I am? Is that where … Read more
My, my….how confusing relationships can be. The last two nights C and I have had some pretty deep conversations with each other. It's so clear just how much we both love and adore each other, and here we are. I have to admit, writing how much he loves me is incredibly tough. I have such … Read more
When I first started my new blog I didn't think it would become all about my relationship with C. Sure, I knew he would feature on here from time to time, since he was my boyfriend, but I didn't ever imagine to this scale. He knows I write on here about him, heck he has … Read more