I'm finding it really tough to read about other couples. I know that what C and I had wasn't healthy, but I loved him so deeply. I had thought about the future and planned it with him. I saw it and I wanted it. I think that's why now it's so tough. I feel a … Read more
I'm so weak right now. If he called I would go running. I hate myself for it. It hurts so much, the pain is incredible. Everything reminds me of him. I feel like I have no stories that aren't about him, or involve him in some way. I just want to feel his arms around … Read more
This song sums up how I have been feeling in the last day or so. To update you, C and I had an argument which ended the relationship for good. I will probably spend time writing my feelings down in the next few days while I let it sink in, but for now this song … Read more
It was my friend's hens party last night, which was a burlesque themed party. There were corsets galore, lots of skimpy clothing, and general shenanigans that straight men and gay ladies could only dream of having been a part of. As part of the female code though, what happens at the party stays at the … Read more
Well this has been one hell of a month so far, and it's only one day in!! I've had some very exciting news at work, but we are still finalising the details. Basically I'm taking on the biggest challenge of my life, and it will involve managing others (although not their boss I'm responsible for … Read more